Today, I am Brave

I felt focused and sometimes full of fear, but I never felt brave. Brave is what others told me I was. A disease is scary, and pain is a real motivator to do whatever it takes to alleviate it. I was in real pain for loosely  4+ years. I was in level 10 pain..no It was beyond level 10. I had natural childbirth twice, that was nuttin compared to this. BTW, this video shows you just how thoroughly awkward I am on camera. I don't talk or sound like that in person...or do I??